22-07-2009We all face the same problems in life. The only difference is that some of us have better support than others. You may feel like you need to face some things alone. But you need to remember that you are not alone. That help is there if you choose to accept it. It doesn't make you weak, or any less of a person. We are all human, and as humans we are social creatures. We need others to live. For thousands of years, and even today, the worst torture we have for someone is isolation. Lock someone away for a week, 2 weeks, a month... Eventually anyone would crack. Some addicts feel this kind of isolation for years. This torture. The feeling22-07-2009
Through clean eyesI no longer sleep, I pass out. I no longer think, My life is on autopilot.Through clean eyes
I cannot remember the last time I was sober, It was at least a month ago. I remind myself, That right now, Is just a memory for the future. That it will all come to an end, Like a bad dream.
I am sick. I am tired. I am alone. But maybe I don't have to be. There are people who love me, But cannot see the real me, And I've forgotten who that is.
But I'll keep waiting, I won't give up. The future will come soon, And this dream
feel the itchFeel the itch, But do not scratch. Focus your mind, And try to resist.feel the itch
They call you weak, But they cant understand, How all these drugs, Have you under command. You try to resist, And for awhile persist, But eventually crack, And you have to scratch. Just one more, Then becomes four. That 'one more puff' Is never enough. Another drink, And cease to think. Give into excess And promiscuous sex. Go to the park, And enjoy the grass, Sit back and relax, And swear it's your last.
My name is M
traveling
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